Stress & Dead-tired

I think today was the most stressful day at work ever in this company for me. (Of cos still cannot be compared to my ex-company.)

I feel so alone in my job because I'm the only one in the entire department, in a supportive role. Okay, I know I should be so used to play a part of the support role (always Priest in any mmorpg lol! XD).... but this is seriously killing me. Everything just seems to be crashing down upon me for these 2 days at work. People I'm supporting just keep coming back to me with refinements and requests. All of a sudden, I end up having to support pple OUTSIDE of my department. And it doesn't help that others outside kept pushing their requestors to approach me instead of them! (Taiji move?)

2 nights of OT (not like I haven't done that before) with no dinner and barely any lunch (I can't eat much when I'm stressed). I just hope someone in my company or dept have eyes to see and have the heart to care enough for my work conditions. I know my boss will not appreciate even if I slog til like there's no tomorrow for work. Sigh, I have to wake up earlier tomorrow for training. I hope nobody calls and disturbs me for the next 2 days, but I bet there are definitely gonna be pple who do that....

I don't know if I'm making any sense here, but I need to rant all these frustrations out of my system before I retire for the night. I hope I can post something more jovial and happy for my next blog post.... isn't it pathetic when we're always just living for the weekends / lunch breaks to arrive? Rhap says its worse if we're just clockwatchers. But I think I'm having a life worse than a clockwatcher.... being this report/statistics generating machine, whom everyone thinks will automatically cough out some deliverables with just an easy click of a button. Sigh.................... maybe I should really take up some figurine-painting lessons.